My hair is possessed by the devil.

My hair. Ugh. I am still damaging it by doing ridiculous things to it.



Just recently I gave into getting a weave put in. I figured, I'll keep it in for a little bit and then take it out and see how I like it. Hmmmn.



I got lazy and it's still in. Oh dear. And I don't really know how to take care of it and now my hair is brittle I think. I want to take it out this week but I have been feeling it and I dunno where to cut. I don't want to go to the salon and have them do it because they will charge me an arm and a kidney. Ay!!



Why can't I have long flowing gorgeous hair overnight? I know it's unrealistic and black women have to work overtime on thier hair, but dammit I'm tired. I do not have the patience for my own hair and it takes FOREVER to grow and be healthy. And it's too thin to keep short. I dunno. I'm in hair limbo once again.



Being a black chick with trouble hair sux. Dang it. And graduation is in a month.

Granted I am not even inclined to walk now that none of my family can make it. My 'rents are overseas and will be moving back home then. And everyone else...well meh. I have friends coming but I just am not into it you know? I just don't want to go through the day for nothing. I mean, my closest friends can't even come. I dunno. Whatev.

Anyway I need my hair did for graduation and I dunno what I''m gonna do. And right after graduation, I need my hair to look decent while I am pounding the pavement looking for employment. They are not going to hire a black chick with scary hair. Oh dear.



Fairy hair godmother, where are you?