Bleak

So I am sitting in my Opinion and Persuasive writing class and out of nowhere it hits me and all I want to do is break down.

Everyone is offering advice and telling me not to lose myself and how I should do this and I will be much better without him. I am not denying or rejecting that. I am taking it to heart. But my heart is cracked right now. I am in pain right now.

I just want to get through this. I know it is best to think ahead now but I am hurting right this minute. The future is looking very bleak.

I know it won't last forever. I have much to look forward to. But the here and now sucks.

And I am waiting desperately for my eyes to dry up. How much more liquid could I possibly have in me. I don't even drink that much water for gosh sakes.