UTA

I go to UT tomorrow. I am so scared. I went to see the school today with my aunt and uncle. It is bigger than Georgia. I have no car. I am so scared. I called Peanut when i got back. I needed comfort and he gave that to me. Shallow as it may seem to the average cynic but he called me beautiful when he picked up and said i belonged at UT and that i was going to be fine. And that made me feel a little better. I miss him immensely. Just talking to him every night. Dare i say it.....i need him to belong to me. I want to fall into him and not have to ever get up. But i know this is crazy talk. "So complicated are the ways of Kismet."