To be (happy) or not to be (happy

Peanut is coming down here tomorrow to spend the day (and night) with me on his way to Orlando. The superficial side of me is trying not to be excited to see him again but the more reasonable side is shaking her head in exhausted disbelief. What the hell are you doing to yourself? You know this is not what you want. Last night proved that very clearly. Still......i'm a girl who doesn't like being alone. Alright... so i am a complete tosser then yeah? So sue me, right?