The song that never ends

i had a dilema tonight,
was truly in a place where i felt trapped
i desperately needed to talk to someone
i thought and thought and thought.
There was no one i could talk to.
i needed someone to tell me that i was going to be fine
but i couldn't think of anyone.
No one.
Not one person that would not mind
me calling them at midnight
in tears and frustration
with silly matters that they could understand
meant everything to me just then.
someone to be concerned and wrapped up in me.
i looked at all my friends and realized
i'm alone.
i couldn't call anyone in the middle of the night
to help me.
what's gonna happen when i am up
in the middle of the night
and it's life or death.
i have no one to call.