My first session with proper psychologist. Lol, ok don't freak out. I haven't gone round the bend. I am just sussing out what is going on with me and trying to get out of this funk.
I'm being proactive in my well being. That is a good thing right? No more sitting about lamenting about how depressed I am. Lol.
SoI had no clue what to even say. I'm sad all the time? No, that's not quite true is it? I suppose I go through my episodes and that is when I write the most. Lol But really, it is just life being life isn't it? I mean what could I possibly have wrong with me that other people are not dealing with right?
Truth be told, I made the appointment during a particularly sad time and so it seemed like I would implode if I didn't talk to someone whose job it is to fix broken people like me. But I have been steady this week so when I walked in I really had nothing to say. I know I have some deep seated stuff but I was really feeling quite foolish complaining about my life.
Truth be told, I made the appointment during a particularly sad time and so it seemed like I would implode if I didn't talk to someone whose job it is to fix broken people like me. But I have been steady this week so when I walked in I really had nothing to say. I know I have some deep seated stuff but I was really feeling quite foolish complaining about my life.
I did however. Apparently I am self-loathing. Lol. I dunno why that is funny to me but it is. It may quite possibly be true too. Ugh. I dunno. I am hoping this will help me deal with my demons and move on. If not, I look really silly gushing about my life.
Work in Progress.
Work in Progress.
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