Skinny Marinky

So tragedy.

I have been losing weight. And for me, Miss Bag-O-Bones, that is never a good thing. It's funny. I know why I am losing weight. I don't eat as often. I am just not hungry usually. And it sucks because I know I must eat and I force myself to but a lot of the times I get full so quickly and then I won't eat again until I am hungry. Meanwhile I am still skinny and people feel the need to point that out to me as if I suddenly became blind and legally retarded. Honestly people. Leave me alone. Don't state the obvious especially if it is going to piss me off. I do not like being too skinny so shut the heck up about it already. Sheesh!

Ok, that was my rant. Sorry, but I felt strongly about it all of a sudden.

So it is that time of year again. My birthday is Sunday. Bleh. Thats how I feel about it. I will be 20-something-else and I am really not particularly excited about it. I don't care about getting old, I just am realizing another year has gone by and I am in this place. But I have been trying to think positively so, happy thoughts, happy thoughts right? Right.

My hair. Ugh. My hair. Lord, why did you curse me with rogue hair? Well, okay I admit if I took better care of it and drank gallons of water everyday then I might be in a better place. But honestly, even when I try hard and take silly vitamins and drink water (or attempt to) and don't flat iron it daily and do moisturize it often and use the right brush and all that, it still misbehaves.

What gives?

It is hard and expensive. My new hairdresser says give her eight months with treatments every two weeks and relaxer every six weeks and it will be healthy. Eight months? And who can afford to be going to the hairdresser all the time? I can barely afford to take care of me as is, let alone pumping money into my hair. But I know its the only way to get my hair to behave. Bugger. Bugger, bugger, bugger. Stupid hair.

I just realized I have nothing really to blog about. I just wanted a neutral, non-depressing post to offset the way I have been writing of late.

I went through some of my old posts. I was never really profound or anything but I used to ponder and post about some of everything whenever the mood hit. Lately it has been my crisis with FB and my many failed attempts at redemption from that.

Like I said, i really have nothing to blog about today. Just felt random I suppose.

Maybe next time I will be more inspired.

Meh.