Sleepless in.... Dallas?

He's off to Seattle. For the weekend.

I swear I am beginning to talk about him as if he were my boyf, lol. Tragic.

I remember the time I was upset over the IM I over....um...read? Overread. Yes. New word. Anyway. I remember open-relationship-girlfriend mentioning something being better in Seattle. I didn't know if that meant he has found a job and is moving to Seattle or if she is there now or what. I tried to block it out until today when he sent me a text and told me he was on his way to the airport to go to Seattle for the weekend.

So I asked if it was for a job interview or apartment hunting. He said neither, just a little getaway.

Seriously now kids. Who goes on a getaway....to Seattle no less....by themselves? Nobody, thats who. So I put two and two together and concluded he is going to be with open-relationship-girlfriend this weekend.

But I was not interested in being depressed again and I was at Home Church when he messaged me so I didn't ask questions or pry but told him to have a smashing time. And then he says He was "going to miss you babe." Hmmmn. Ok. I said "R not." Childish, I know. But it's me. He said, no, for real, he was going to miss me. In a moment of slight courage I told him not to ever say anything to me that he did not truly mean. But that I would miss him too. Punk.

I am a punk.

And he said he would never do that.

I mean really. What else is a bloke going to say to that? "Oh, I was planning on lying to you three times next week, I guess I'll just scratch that then ey?" I mean honestly. Of course he would promise never to lie to me. Anyway he said he would not do that and we said we'd miss each other and he's off to Seattle with open-relationship-girlfriend for a weekend getaway.

This is so tragic it's funny really. I mean I can not for the life of me stop laughing at how absurd it all really is.

It's madness I tell you. I've truly gone bananas.