Clark's response

Sha the only decent email you've written to me off late (at least in
terms of quantity) and all you are doing is fronting!!! Aaahh, S,
you don't seem to get me at all. Gosh, I was just telling you what I'd
have told anyone else. I have no idea where your relationship with God
is right now, I mean how can I, you've been living away from my life
of late. If there is anyone I think you're moving away from it's me,
not God.

You should understand that I'm human just like you and a lot of the
things I say, I suffer from as well. There's nothing I was trying to
point out about you, it was all just basic advice/suggestions based on
what I'm going through, take it as such and read through the email
then you will realise that it wasn't as personal as you might have
thought. I was just responding to a close friend who's barely hollas
so much that I don't even know where they are in life. Sha how can you
even call that a lecture, you must not know me anymore. And please
don't dishonour God by calling me a priest, I'm far from it.

To respond to what you said in your mail, I think we use the excuse
that we are human to cover up a lot of human. Let me make it clear
firstly that just coz I'm saying this doesn't mean I've got it in
check in my life. But the truth is the truth and even I a sinner can
say it as it is. Oh S, I know you don't like being told much, but
then again if I'd bothered to listen to every utterance that comes
from your mouth then you and I would probably have never been friends.
If I was to judge then I'd be telling things like, S you are such a
mean and horrible person, but I know your potential, that's why back
at school when everyone would be so pissed with you I'd just be
laughing at them.

You know I have so much love for you and I'm always real with you. So
please let me tell it like it is for a moment. Most of us Christians
run our lives the wrong way round, we use our brains and intellect a
too often than required that's why a lot of the things you said in
your email sounds correct but it's wrong. Just coz something makes
sense doesn't make it right. We should be Spirit led, only God knows
how we should react in every position. He knows when we should shout
and when we should speak slowly. If someone loses their virginity like
you said and they come to you, you can use psychology and be all nice
but how do you even know that will work, you don't. Only God does.
Maybe He wants you to scream at that person and kick them out so that
they will learn and be saved, we can only know this by being Spirit
led. Don't forget the existence of demons, only God can reveal to us
the secrets of their realm. We are not taking the Scriptures head on
S because most people don't like what they are saying. I think it's
important I stress I'm with you on the whole Extremist topic but my
point was if you follow the word of God properly then the multitudes
will call you an extremist.

Here is the truth S, neither you or I are saved yet. Yes we've been
called and we know the scriptures but we haven't answered yet, we
haven't allowed for it, have we? Can you honestly tell me that you
have the Holy Spirit within you?? Once we are saved and we cross over
to other side we cease to become human, we stop answering to the calls
of our flesh, yes no more sinning. I know you S and you know me,
we are good people with better morals than most but if the world ends
today we will go to hell with the rest of the world because we don't
have the seal of the Spirit.

Please realise that this isn't a personal attack on you, it's just how
I see things in my life and also yours. I want to change mine and you
are one of the few friends I have that are on the same level as far as
respect for the Almighty's concerned. I don't want to do this alone
and I was hoping you'd join me.

You know a part of your email had offended me then I realised it was
probably the devil trying to destroy one of the few pure relationships
I have. I won't let it happen and neither should you. I will always
tell you the truth as I see it and I don't mind being corrected where
I'm wrong as long as it's all done in the spirit of love.

In my eyes you really brought yourself down. I'd always looked at you
as someone who'd held their own and had remained pure for so long and
I didn't want you to fall down like the rest of us had. I didn't want
you to slip coz you had the potential to make it to the wedding day
without being tainted by any man. I guess I kinda expected too much
from you but you must understand that those expectations weren't
baseless, there's something I saw in you. But I can't judge you
without judging myself first coz whatever you've done I've probably
done as much or even more. I was just hoping you'd do better than me
that's all. My only prayer is that you may realise who you really are
get on that road to Heaven. I'm also trying to do the same thing but
it's so hard sha.

You are one of my most favourite people in the world. Even ask my girl.
I hope all is well with you. God Bless.