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Sunday, April 30

Did i mention he has dimples?

Well, he does. They are adorable. I do like his smile. Oh dear. Do you see what is happening here? I am being drawn in.

He has been in Miami all weekend. helping his cousin celebrate his/her 25th. Right. But whats funny is that he has been messaging me nonstop. He messaged me in the obscene hours of the morning last night and of coarse i was up and responding. He was in a club somewhere in Miami supposed to be having fun and hitting on girls and such but he was messaging me telling me how much he missed me (wat?) and wished i were there with him.

And he has been going into depth about how he thinks me and him are meant to be. He says he feels that the first time he saw me he felt a special connection with me and that everytime he is around me he feels it strengthen more.

Bullshit.

He says that he's been talking to my uncle R about how he needs to find the right woman God has made for him. And he feels me and him together are unstoppable because i am unique and so is he and together we could be "God's illest couple."

Ok is this where i get worried and call the men in the white coats to take him away? But whats funny is that i am starting to believe he belives all he is saying to me. He might just be that good an actor, i dunno.

WHy is it that when guys express their feeling about us and those emotions are deep and lovey, you know like the way girls feel all the time, we get scared. Yet i complain all the time about the no good losers who won't let me know what the hell is going on. Should i really be condemning him for being open about how he feels about me? Yes? I don't know.

He wants us to be a couple. I hardly know anything about him. Clark told me to pray about it. I am a firm beliver in prayer and God and I am working on my spiritual walk but i HATE it when Christians use that stock quote. Just pray about it. Thanks. That helped a lot.

But i suppose i should because Lord knows i don't know what i am doing and already i am being taken in by the compliments, the feeling of being wanted and the dimples. Those damn dimples.

Work in progress.

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