Allergies are the devil.

The Whore of Babylon is off to the Bahamas this weekend. So jealous! So so so jealous.

Woke up this....well....afternoon if truth must be told. Anyway woke up sneezing my brains out. I hate this time of year because i am usually elbow deep in gross used Kleenex, OD-ing on Claritin and looking completely blazed because my eyes will not stop crying and they insist on this horrid murder red colour. And i keep sneezing all over the damn place. I just sneezed three times in a row and i think the guy sitting next to me is thoroughly grossed out.....whoa! No he's not, his finger just went deep sea diving in his nose! Wow, did not need to see that one!

So T wants to take me out to paint the town blue (he insists we paint it my favourite colour. Ironic isn't it?). He wants to have a laugh over some drinks and just hang out. Hmmn. I wasn't really planning on doing anything for my birthday so i suppose i should suck it in and actually acknowledge the day right? So that's the plan for tomorrow night.

T and R are having issues. It's really quite sad and i am a bit worried about T and about spending tomorrow night with him. I suspect he is slowly turning into the angry black man who thinks all women are jezzebels waiting to rip his heart out and sautee it for dinner with another man. R messed up. Big. She really did. I am friends with both of them so i am stuck in the middle so to speak. Not that either one of them really feels the need to confide deeply in me although both have callled me to talk about it and i even had dinner with T a couple of weeks ago where he broke down a little. I never know what to do when a man cries in front of me. I always get squirmy and blank. What does one do? Please tell me.

So R lives in Australia. T is here in the States. Problem one. R apparently has deep seated issues from her childhood and an insecurity when it comes to men. Problem two. Last year she played these insecurities out by sleeping with a couple of guys. Problem three. Yeah, yeah "he without sin cast the first stone." But T only found out about it a few weeks ago. And now he wants nothing to do with the girl, but i know him and i know he is still very very deeply in love with her. So is she which is what she told me when she called me yesterday. It is so tangled up and confused.

I want to help but i think it's best i stay away for now and just listen. But drinks is going to be interesting tomorrow night.

I have an interview for a job tomorrow morning so fingers crossed for that one yeah?

I have just spread disease all over this keyboard. It is quite disgusting actually. I really should have stayed home. I came here with the intention of knocking out some work i have due next week. Instead i looked for an airticket to Iran for the summer, looked at wedding gowns (don't ask. please.), deactivated my facebook account, booked a multi-point vacation for my cousin, reactivated my facebook account, looked through blogs and deactivated my facebook account. Wow. I need help. I am most likely leaving in a minute because i am hungry and jonesing (sp?) for some Panda Express. PLus i have a movie i rented, The sisterhood of the Travelling pants. I saw it last year and remember loving it, so i rented it again to see what i loved about it. PLus, they didn't have Pride and Prejudice. Bastards. I watched the Forty Year Old Virgin finally last night. It was cute.

Florida will not stop bugging me. Ok, i met him randomly. He saw my profile on a friend's profile and decided he was going "get to know me." Now we know my little weakness right? I am a sucker for flattery and he laid it on real thick. I thought he had a cute face and he is a little big or whatever and he seemed nice. Then my slow behind put two and two together and figured out he was my friend's ex. Red flag number one. The he asks me to be his e-valentine and for my phone number. Red flag two. Now he will not stop messaging and calling me. I think the blooming alarm has bloody gone off now. I am tired of him already and i dunno how to break it to him. So i have decided to ignore him. Granted this little tactic has not worked well for me in the past and i am still dealing with three bug-a-boos currently, but i do not want to have to say anything.

It's not working too well. Two days ago it was "hey suga, how's your day going?" the next day it was "how is my e-girlfriend doing? I miss hearing your voice" and last night it was "are you free to talk gorgeous?" What? he needs to get a grip. I am attracting all the wrong guys to me, i just don't know. If they are at least one state away from me, afraid of committing to more than breakfast, West bloody dodgy African, looking for some fun or just straight up crazy, odds are i have attracted them.

Perhaps shy nice girl needs to be rethought, what do you think?