What About Your Friends....

I just got back from the Blue and White Bash they were holding on campus tonight. I wasn't gonna go but my roommate and her friend convinced me to so i went. I actually had a good time. I mean we played pool, i sucked a little. Then we went bowling. I bowled a..... you know what? i'm not telling you. It was so embarrassing but i was getting better when they started shutting the place down.

We met up with more of my roommates friends. There were these two from Ethiopia, sister. So beautiful makes you hate your own reflection. I just felt like cussing out the mirror. But i dunno that they are really nice people, at least not people i would hang out with regularly. They were cool, but there was something. I dunno, i think they are very aware of the fact that they are breakneck gorgeous. Whatever, i still had a good time. They also had caricaturists and a palm reader (creepy looking scam artist) and a mechanical bull and wax hands and all this stuff going on. It was a nice break from watching Lifetime or something retarded like that every Friday night. Not that i do that.......

I absolutely love my roommate's relationship with her guy friend K. They are true friends you now? Like they are so cool with each other, look out for each other, make fun of each other. It is so fun watching them together. I was a little jealous of their friendship yo. I mean me and Clark had that friendship but he is back home in Zim and i don't get to talk to him as much anymore. It was a high school thing. Even though most of my friends are guys, i do not feel so comfortable that i can tell them anything and feel totally at ease, like they have no alterior motives with me. T is ok, but we don't even talk much anymore and it's not really that same feeling. J is becoming a really cool friend which was unexpected but surprisingly pleasant. I dunno, i guess seeing my roommate and K together made me crave a really close friendship like that. Especially in times like this when i feel i am going to burst if i can't bear my soul to someone who will indulge me. This blogging thing isn't hitting the spot for me and i am careful to censor so much of what i really want to say.

Anyway bottomline, i had fun and thought of friendship. What about your friends? Will they stand their ground? Will they let you down? Sorry, i spontaneously break into song when i can think of one that directly has to do with my train of thought.

Wierd, i know.