F*ck!!! F*ck it all!! F*ckety F*ck F*cking F*CK! I hate this. i HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!
Why the F*CK would i be given these feelings if i am going to be hurt all the F*CKING TIME? I hate it. F*ck it all to f*cking HELL!
F*ck me. It's my own fault. I couldn't stop it and now the discomfort is so frustrating. I am torn between smashing my head against a wall and crying my eyes out. I hate me because both are so stupid. All of this is so F*CKING STUPID!!
why do you do this to me? You're meant to protect me, you didn't. God, you didn't. I don't want to learn this lesson, why can't you just tell me the lesson? why must i have to go through it? You didn't go through exactly this did you? Did you? I don't know. Help me please!!!!! HELP ME PLEASE! Why do i have to feel so bad?!!! WHY?
Tell me how to fix it. I am desperate to fix it. I want these feelings to go away. You see my tears, you know my heart. Why didn't you prevent this from happening? Why did you have to give me free will? I don't understand you. I want to, but i don't. I DO NOT GET YOU!!!!!! Help me understand. Help me get past this. Help me. please.
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