Tomorrow

Ok. So it's tomorrow. Dad jut paid for everything and the doctor is expecting me tomorrow for the surgery. Tomorrow. Hmmn.

Mum and the lil sis are in Dubai and if this had been scheduled for later, i had hoped to go for a day and see them, but it's tomorrow.

It's been six years since i had surgery. Since i was put to sleep. It is so much easier when you ar a kid you know? Kid's are resilient creatures. Almost fearless at times compared to grown ups.

Me? No, I'm not worried. No. I'm not.

I'm not.

But my mind, body and soul seem to be. I am having mild heart palpitations which is silly because i know i'll be fine. I'll be fine. Just routine. No biggie. I've done this more than once before.

I'm not worried.