we be burnin'

i am in the middle of studying. I spoke to the smelly kid today. He's out of his head. He read a profile of me a while back and where i was asked what my fav stores were i put down Vicky's (Victoria Secret) and another store. So he asked what i want for xmas. I said a gift card to Vicky's, because i really do want one. So how about this crazy fool bought me a $50 gift card to Vicky's? What? I dnt want him and i didn't plan to get him anything, simply cuz i cant afford to be buying stuff for random people, even if they are my friends. So he claims he got it for me. How creepy. I meant i wanted a gift card from someone i was expecting gifts from. Now the boy walked into a lingerie boutique with me on his mind and may have imagined what i would get with it and what i would look like in it. Oh my goodness. That's creepy. Why me? I am just over here living, minding my own business not trying to attract anyone....well not really succeeding in attracting anyone i am attracted to. But in any event that is a little wierd, no?

I did this phone chatline thing last night. I know, i know but i was ridiculously bored and curious and the damn tv kept showing the damn commercial so my curiosity got the better of me and i called. i got about fifty messages. There are a lot of desperate men in Dallas yo. But i spoke to this one guy. He gave me his number and i called him (blocked my phone naturally. i dunno what brand of crazy he could have turned out to be). His name is....well we'll call him T. He's white, is part owner of a family business and 28 years old. I know, i know but i liked talking to him, he seemed interesting. And sounded sexy. He really did. But the whole chat phone thing is so wierd. But i can say i tried it out. And i dunno if i should call T again. Something about him was really sexy. Ok stop. I need a grip so...not calling him. I had my fun.

OK, final weekend. my head hurts just thinking of it. Damn it, i hate finals!! I am dreading my History and Broadcast finals. Not a big fan of those classes. But i'll be fine. I will. Ok, the right side of my face is beginning to twitch.

L8er.