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Monday, November 14

Gay is the new Diamond

They say a gay man is a girl's best friend. Bump the diamonds! Actually....actually leave the diamonds and just add the gay guy and you have a happy girl.

I was just chatting to my roommate about my gay boy toy. Otherwise known to the masses as the Whore of Babylon. It's funny, i'm not white and yet he's still my gay boy toy. How odd.

Yes i have very conflicting views on gay....dom. What's the proper word? Homosexuality? That is such a dorky word, come up with a new one girls. Anyway. I decided that the emphasis stressed on gaydom (it's a word now dammit!) in some of my blog entries highlights it above every other so-called sin and that is so not my stance. At least not right now. I have learned a lot recently. And one of the lessons is that everything that everyone does is relative. Everything is permissable but not everything is beneficial according to the bible. Why spend so much time and energy judging others when your own morality is reeking with the funk of hypocrisy? Why not accept that we are all screwed up and living life the way we know how and no one is really any different than anyone else, and no one really knows any better? Am i wrong for thinking that way? I love Mary. I have never judged him because to me he's my Mary. I dunno why i have taken to calling him Mary but i have. It'll fade.

I realized after talking to my roommate about him.......gushing really........ that i appreciate him in my life more than i know how to put into words. Huh. How funny.

1 comment:

Ordinary Muse said...

wow...that's awesome...I wish someone appreciated me that much...but oh well, Sam...through it all, the rantings and the revelations...I still love and miss ya. my gosh...well, take care loveliness...